well that was the initial plan, but apparently this become a scattered space of my inconsistent ramble and incoherent mumble. I write my heart out, I throw my anger and frustation, I jotted my hopes and dreams, I record my random thoughts here

June 21, 2008

being bloody normal

get back home late nearly every night. get up early on weekdays, drag my ass to work. spend the day out and be home again after midnight. so the cycle goes on.

i hardly went to the office these days, but i still spend the day out and be home (again) after midnite, mom not really happy about this. one morning, while i am getting ready to go out, mom come to my door:

Mom: what time do you reach home last night?
Me: 2am something mom, why?
Mom: why cant you be back before midnight?
Me: just because. its fun to be out there mom. (sneer)
Mom: just be normal, out in the morning, back before the sun down, why cant you?

sigh.. about this being normal shit again. "dont smoke, normal girl dont smoke, bad girl does" or "why cant you think the way normal people does?" or "what about these not eating meat shit? just be normal, eat the beef" or "you cared more about the environment than about your own body, why cant you be normal and learn about priorities?"

sounds like whatever i do is ABNORMAL to mom. sigh..if she's not my MOTHER, the one whose opinion matter, i wont be bothered by this.